"Repent and believe in the Good News"
whatever ex-archbishop gregory yong said on Sunday makes some sense, we have to love YOU first and love you. (meaning love God and love ya neighbour). haha. visited the old folks in St Joseph's Home, and talked to some of them, most of them are really nice. i am so glad my sunday was spent meaningfully (:

Can anyone worry themselves to death? Its scary how worrying gets to you, how being insecure can eat you up. It feels like a rollercoaster ride nowadays, never ending school work, juggling between work and school, my not-active life (i have no social life!), unexpected happenings in not favourable circumstances, friends with many problems.. how 'exciting' right? Emotions are contagious, at least its transferable to me.. all the past moods i have given up are now present in those experiencing problems, and i am feeling it. All these i wanna get off my chest, but thats not feasible, for then I will be a pain in the ass for those unlucky ones.I must be really annoying to have to keep complaining about the same old stuff.
And nowdays, i cant seem to stop offending other people. things that I shouldnt be saying have escaped my lips without the communication with the brain once again. why do i keep doing things that annoy people so much? annoying angele.. how apt.. its all starts with A. ha

"Move on angele, move on".
I went through last week without a hitch. but this week, i hope i will be fully ready by then to let go. since i gave my word, i will honour it. it feels like an internal war within myself: the battle between the 'me' and the 'i'. no wonder ppl say women are such undecisive creatures, we just cant seem to make up our minds. haha. i really am annoying arent i? haha. i guess thats where the T word comes into place.

i said annoying 3 times. thats really annoying to know that.. haha. now thats 4.