The weekends came and past. Had tremendous fun with friends, be it in church or outside. Nick's performance on Friday was marvellous, such a natural born talent. =) Fran must be so proud.. haha =)

Today is Monday again, and a whole new week begins. Its time to pick up the books to study, to teach my lil kids almost every day of the week, to feel stressed over my never ending pile of tutorials. But it also means there is 4 days more to the weekends again.. when i can enjoy myself with friends and spend my last weekend with my carrotman before he goes for ROC. Oh well.. 3 weeks will pass soon.. I went through waiting before.. and its not such a big deal.. I am a strong girl.. and so i will survive! hee... 2 more hrs to stone and get ready for school.. long long day today.. but again.. i will live to see tomorrow and welcome it with open arms.. esp since there is no tuition tmr! *clap clap*

Woke up with aching chest.. and neck and stomach muscles that ache when i try to laugh.. but it feels all good man.. cos that means i did really work out during my run on saturday. The muscles were stretched and worked out, and with that thought, i feel good. =) And with this regular regime, i may well be on my way to a fitter self.. but first i got to do something abt my diet.. haha. Been eating a helleva lot these few days.. from sushi to $1 wafer ice cream to prata to almond jelly to dimsum.. but with the company i had.. i din mind as much. haha.. the food was good.. and usually i dont really care what i eat.. as long as its not in excess.. then its ok.. haha.

Not much activities planned this week.. besides my favourite squash sessions on thursday mornings.. and dinners with someone.. and church stuff.. the rest of the time i have which constitutes most of my time.. is becoming a nerd. 3 hrs everyday to school.. and 1.5 - 2hrs almost every nite to teaching. and so studying wil only take place in the morning and the late hrs into the night. And i will do all these in the weekdays.. cos weekends are a time for me to relax.. haha.. At least i have a week break next week... with make up lec on thursday only.. heee.. that will be the time to be a full-fledged nerd, wearing my geeky glasses.. and holing myself in my room with my music. *study study*

anw, its time to consume my breakfast.. haha..
update when i feel like it..

[edit - 1840hrs]
no matter how optimistic i try to be, i am still dreading the tuition lesson with the little boy. His CA2 is next week and he is so not prepared to take the papers. His English is still not up to standard. And his maths.. he still gets confused over times and divides. So stressed.. if he doesnt pass.. What will become of me? I have expectations of myself.. and this is so demoralizing.. am i not a good teacher.. why doesnt he understand? At least his sister gives me some consolation.. but i really hope he does pass.. hai..
*do prepare my funeral.. i want daisies.. and a purple urn.. and i want to be scattered in the sea*

it was good to hear your voice on the phone just now. hope mass was good. wish i could be there with ya.