Just got off the phone with a good fren of mine..
and i realised how spot-on she was on stuff of ppl surrounding us.
Hve you ever felt left out?
feeling included only when u r needed, otherwise neglected.

It felt good to hear that she felt better after pouring out everything..
but i m now the one burdened with her thoughts, cos maybe it applies to me too tho in a different context.
I m bloody hell standing in the middle, not knowing who to side.
My mind tells me one thing while my conscience disagrees..
What should i do, Lord?

I think sometimes ppl are obliged to do things for a person cos everyone else have gotten the same treatment.
But over the years, it seemed as if that last person did not have the same exact treatment as the others.
Some ppl feel abandoned to the pt where they just keep quiet and accept what is placed in front of them. Their hearts ache for what should have been.. when ppl were more innocent. Questions and doubts and frustrations have been kept in for so long, this was the final straw.. everything burst.

Friendships that were once very strong are now crumbling to what it is now. People come and go, friendships that were once bounded by these bunch of alike souls were joind by other people that shared the same interests, if not different.

And my underlying pt is..
Sincerity in any relationships, is very important to maintain that the foundation of friendship is strong. And this is what I believe.

[edit]2319hrs
And so i heard, results are coming out on friday. Feeling a little jittery already.. hOW?? It had better be good, better be. Pray for me.
And i have to save money... $$$$$$.. to go for my proposed holiday with wp:))))!!!!!

Before the day draws to a close, I would like to wish cammie.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!