Trust is the fundamental basis for any relationship to work out, in my opinion. The second would be committment to that one person only. And the third, is compromise. Of cos, love is oso an issue, but for a relationship to start for the long running, love has already been incorporated into the equation.So theres nothing to worry about in that case. I am conservative, and selfish, I am not one to share too much of what belongs to me. But this is me, and always will be. I think in my opinion, i have done all of the above, be it the present relationship or the past ones. But im the one always getting hurt, this is so unfair. But as someone always says.. 'Life is unfair, and there is nothing u can do about it.'

To be able to forgive is one thing, but to forget is a totally different thing. It still haunts me, affecting my way of life, my thoughts, my emotions. But i am trying my best to move on and go on like any normal person. I believe this is one of the many tests that we have to go through, and i believe we will overcome this and come out better than before. =) If i continue dwelling in my own misery, i may end up killing my own relationship with my both hands, or turn crazy instead. And i don't want either of that to happen. As someone told me ages ago.. "It's up to u to make it or break it."

Actually what is a blog for? Its purpose lies in trying to act as a substitute as a listener or is it medium to convey your inner thoughts to someone else? I guess its a mixture of both. So basically everything u want can be said, even if it would hurt someone else? No one can condemn you right? But what if its feelings of joy and happiness and u want the whole world to know.. would it also be fair to others who are reading yr blog and yet have no part in sharing your joy? Of cos, everyone thinks differently and these are just random thots of mine.

i m going running now. Keeps my mind off many things. Its a form of escaping, i guess. But i m working on facing it, dont worry. Just give me a little time.

:: wp :: I still love you, very much indeed.