Friday, July 23, 2004
10:59:00 PM
heyz, i m here again. well.. went jogging just now. Had to exercise off the mac meal that i ate for 'brund' (breakfast+ lunch+ dinner), felt so bloated after consuming it. I jogged all the way to kembangan, was like nearly dying upon reaching the mrt, and realised i got to RUN back. *pengz* haha, realised how much my physical stamina deteriorated. My legs felt like they were going to give way any moment. BUt i still made it home in one piece with a certain level of difficulty. But i feel refreshed, and happy now.. so running makes one happy i see.
had a geog outing today to the cbd area. I never knew so much stuff about the area, places like change alley, telok ayer, anson rd, boat quay, raffles place had so many interesting stories to tell. I could say it was an eye opener. should have these outing more often.. cant wait for the bukit timah nature reserve hike.. so exciting.
in the evening, i had tuition with wawa. she is improving. so proud of myself. *beams* Does that mean i m a good teacher?.. her mum asked me whether i wanted to each A Maths, BUT the place is in woodlands. So decided to give up the job. what a waste.
A levels is coming. Why am i still not feeling kan cheong? Its already my second attempt. I m supposed to be feeling stressed and panicking.. i m supposed to be frantic and start my intensive revision for the As. BUT no.. why am i still here typing my blog? This is so wrong, its not supposed to be like that. i need MOTIVATION and PRESSURE!! Where do i find them? - bleah-
*sigh* i miss wp. He will only be home tmr, and i will probably only see him on sun. BUT i guess i m contented to just be with him for a little while. I am more than happy already. I cherish every moment i am able to spend with him, even if it is for an hour, a minute or even a second. HE taught a hell lot of things and even stood by me through the good times and bad, no matter what happened. He is like my strength and my pillar to lean on. (and a very strong and macho pillar too!) Over the years, his level of determination and never ending passion for his dream did rub off a little off me. It led me to start thinking of my future, to what i reallly wanted to do, to work towards my dream too. He is not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. Everything rolled in one!
i guess i m really grateful to everyone who have stood by me all these years. To those who have enlightened me, rescue me from my deepest sorrows and laughed and cried with me. Be it the choir, my cj classmates, my kc classmates, the 'clique', my present classmates, my parents, and of cos wp. Thanks for never looking down on me, thanks for not abandoning me in my urgent times of need, and thank you all for always being there for me.
this is a really long post, this is probably the longest entry that have attempted in my entire blogging history. But becos i think it will be a while before i blog again.
new resolution: i will try to not blog so often. only when i am really really really very free..
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logging off. gotta do my homework cos i wont have any time to do them during the wkends anw. take care ppl.